Hija de la tormenta

Siendo adicta a la autodestrucción y a la autocompasión se da por completo a lo más oscuro, sucio y profundo de sus deseos. Es verdad, es una loca, esquizofrenica de la vida, es una amante del dolor y sufrimiento personal y le encanta la soledad asistida. El llanto forzado se queda atorado en el vacio del amor atormentado por el miedo y el fracaso. ¿Quién conoce a esa joya hija de la tormenta? Miserable en ella misma, trastornada en sus pensamientos, aferrada a un simple destello de libertad combinada de felicidad disfrazada de vómitos de sueños enterrados uno tras otro. Su sonata el lamento inconsolable de su alma saboteada y manchada de muerte.

Shiver

You make me shiver in joy.

Your smile keeps me awake.

With your voice my buried dreams and hope rise.

You supply all my needs.

25dec2013

PARCHED LOVE

Today as always my soul woke up absolutely parched of you. It is a beautiful morning. Nothing scares me and everything cheers me. That creaky sound of your door while is closing and listening to your steps making mine slower contrary to the acceleration of my heartbeats, make me wonder about the loopiest dreams and thoughts of you. Your smile turns darker on the most poetic sunrise and enlightens this summery biting morning in winter. Beautiful stranger, you lighten my day and soften my roughness making me lose my mind in tender visions of love.

I start singing new lovish songs taken from the deepest of the abysm of my heart. La la la mmm mmm ohhh ohh my heart sings repeating the rhythm of my breath constantly. Suddenly, an orchestra begins performing non-audible music notes in the air. 

What a charming moment that I treasure in my dreams waiting to come true one day! You and I dancing the waltz of an in-loved woman. Quietly I say to myself when butterflies fly around my head: this is the love I once asked God to have.

Now I feel protected and now that the wind is blowing I know your arms will be my shelter when you hold me in your arms. 

I want to settle down with you, you are my given promise, my sweetest desire, and you are the one to whom I dream when I´m awake. You are that man for whom I have prayed day and night. I love you. I always have and I’ll always do.