Today is one of those days when I feel lost, tied, drowned and in darkness. My body is quite heavy. Even when it is sunny my surroundings are cold. I don´t know if I´m using my fish´s death as an excuse to be gloomy or if it is a whole.
I feel desperate, and really anxious about
everything. Death has been written down in my to-do list, it's written with the
pencil as I'm still considering it.
There are lots of things I'm reconsidering,
like the fact that I'm alone, I'm on my own. How can I have God with me when
I've been terribly sinning and stubborn.
DO I REALLY TRUST GOD?!!!!
DON´T fool yourself and wait in Him, in
His perfect timing.
10/10/20
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